Poetic Divination

“La Figlia che Piange” by T.S. Eliot

Stand on the highest pavement of the stair—

Lean on a garden urn—

Weave, weave the sunlight in your hair—

Clasp your flowers to you with a pained surprise—

Fling them to the ground and turn

With a fugitive resentment in your eyes:

But weave, weave the sunlight in your hair.

So I would have had him leave,

So I would have had her stand and grieve,

So he would have left

As the soul leaves the body torn and bruised,

As the mind deserts the body it has used.

I should find

Some way incomparably light and deft,

Some way we both should understand,

Simple and faithless as a smile and shake of the hand.

She turned away, but with the autumn weather

Compelled my imagination many days,

Many days and many hours:

Her hair over her arms and her arms full of flowers.

And I wonder how they should have been together!

I should have lost a gesture and a pose.

Sometimes these cogitations still amaze

The troubled midnight and the noon’s repose.

It’s Eliot’s birthday today. I remember picking up ‘The Waste Land and Other Poems’ in a bookstore during the summer between high school and college. It was an utterly random choice and I was completely consumed by it.

Eliot’s been with me for years, little echoes of his voice ring out in unexpected places . . . sometimes even in my dreams